Saturday, February 21, 2009
Friday, February 20, 2009
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Yeh bro, I feel it.
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Get back.
Yahyahyahyahyahyahay
It is unfair that she is so wonderful and I am so normal. I do not, however, want her to change in any aspect whatsoever. All the change I want needs to come from myself and myself alone. I want to change only so that I can make her happy, so that she too may feel whatever the hell it is I am feeling right now. This is the vicious circle I am trapped in.
I revel in every slight hint of affection she shows me; be it the slightest of smiles, a trivial glance towards me or the far and few occasions that our eyes meet. If only I could feel as great as I do at these moments all the time.
Rejection.
I’m sure she wouldn’t be scared if I told her I liked her, I doubt that she’d even be surprised. Something is holding me back though, and I know what it is: a deep seated fear of rejection. There is nothing worse than being told that your love shall never be fulfilled and shall always remain unrequited.
I do not want this in the slightest.