I realise that soon it will be so advanced that I won't really feel entirely right if I'm not with her.
This makes me feel a little vulnerable and a little bit too much like a teenager than I am normally accustomed to, but I don't really care either.
Because I am a hapless, love-struck fool and couldn't be more glad about it.
And also I'm a ninja (to even out the large amount of non-manliness in this entry).