Thursday, July 30, 2009

Underscores make for the best titles, so without further ado: _

As I sit here in my room, listening to the incessant sounds of small children playing whilst waiting for Miriam to get back from work (so that I may ring her) I realise that I have somewhat of a growing dependancy on her.

I realise that soon it will be so advanced that I won't really feel entirely right if I'm not with her.

This makes me feel a little vulnerable and a little bit too much like a teenager than I am normally accustomed to, but I don't really care either.

Because I am a hapless, love-struck fool and couldn't be more glad about it.

And also I'm a ninja (to even out the large amount of non-manliness in this entry).

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Watertight

For the first time in what has seemed like quite a long while I feel more than content with my life. The happiness I attempt to hold close to me no longer trickles through the cracks in my cupped hands; it simply stays.

I feel like a lightbulb that has been turned on for the first time in years, illuminating darkness and bathing its surroundings in warmth. 

Like a puzzle made a little more complete thanks to the recent addition of a few pretty pieces.

I will end the sappiness here as the source of my happiness is a reader and I do not want her to think that I am lame.