I don't know why, but I've been feeling extremely insecure lately. It's hard to voice these insecurities because I really can't put my finger on either the root or many of the symptoms of the problem. I just wish I was whatever (whoever?) it is I want to be, I'm sure it'd make life a whole lot easier.
Well, enough of my incessant whinging, here's that longer, typed affirmation I promised you Megan:
I know I've said it before, but I sincerely believe that you should never change; here's some of the reasons why:
I know that I go a bit far with my jokes, especially those of the sexist category. There is really only one thing that really makes me stop, or at least ease up on them these days. This is my fear that for even one short moment in time that you might stop smiling and glare at me. You should be proud of this glare, it is a very useful glare.
There are not many people in this world that I can talk literature to, and to have someone like you who not only knows of writers but has also read some of their works makes me feel a lot less isolated. Especially when I can so effortlessly change the author of our focus from Austen to Rowling (I've said it before, but I really do like that).
A lot of downright miserable stuff has happened to you lately, and I want you to know that you're an amazing person and as such do not deserve these things. But I also know that you're a strong willed, independent and beautiful person; so if anyone can power through these things, it's you.
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