Realisations.

A good friend told me last night that I am probably destined to be one of those people who spend their whole life alone, looking for a significant other. She also told me that if she wasn't such a good friend she'd think I was an overly emotional sleaze. It was very blunt, but I'm glad someone was honest with me.

It bummed me out a fair bit since I feel that this good friend has had nothing short of a huge impact on my life, even if I don't see her much anymore. But those words she spoke really did ring true.

In saying that however, I also feel that it's not my fault I desire some meaningful human contact in my life.

I also feel that the fact that I do get a bit frustrated or maybe a little emotional when I am denied that much is only logical. I'm not one to stand down when something doesn't go my way, which is probably why this good friend of mine told me I'd be alone my whole life.

I think I should stop posting in this, it's really just horribly written, self-pitying drivel that makes me feel much worse than I probably should.

But hey that's realisations for you; often depressing and rarely amazing.